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Name: Blake
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Joplin
Birthday: 6/19/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: I am captivated by anything that has to do with cars. A typical day in the life of Blake goes a little something like this. I wake up, go to class, go to work at Kinko's, eat dinner, study, look at cars, download some music, fall asleep at the elderly time of 11:00 and then get up and do it all over again. I am currently doing course work to qualify for acceptance into medical school most likely at UMKC.
Expertise: I am a professional student. Im also an expert at making methanphetamine in my dorm hall bathrom and am a reputable distributor. I work for a nameless electronic store that uses a big yellow tag for its logo. I also am certified to fix your car after you wreck the hell out of it. Im just a multi-talented man. OHH and as of late, I make copies for a living. One more thing on my list.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
MSN: bj_rulz05@hotmail.com
Member Since:
3/26/2005
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| Man how time goes by on this thing. I think I post in 15 day increments. Oh well, at least I have one faithful follower. Since my last post, I have basically done my daily routine of waking up, going to class, going to work, studyin and going to bed. My life is full of action let me tell you. Also I have solved my girl problems. I must admit I was pretty bummed about spending valentines day without a girlfriend but this morning started a new day. I know have a girlfriend. I am more than excited! The cool part about it is that I have no clue where its going. I am just leaving it up to God for once. Well i really have to study. Good night everyone! Or better yet, just Amanda lol. | | |
| Well the girl problems have ended i guess. Don't really care all that much anymore. So I now know what Lindsey Marie Grace was talking about when she said that watching hunting shows is about the most amazing thing to watch on tv. I just saw a guy blow the hell out of a turkeys head and it kicked some serious ass. Hope everything is going well with everyone. Im going to get some coffee with the radest cat in town ms Whitney Wells. | | |
| Well lets see.... 12 days has flown by since my last post. My schedule is pretty mundane. I wake up early and go to class, I come back and go to work, I come back and go to sleep. I wish my life had more meaning. I feel like I am stuck in a rut at 18. I can't wait to get more into science. I have finally found something that really interests me. I love feeling like I am learning something about people instead of how to manipulate people to make money like I do in business. I have spent the last few days really feeling that GIRLS SUCK! haha. Partially kidding and partially not. Why does the opposit sex have to be so damn confusing? I just want to find a girl that isnt just interested in sex and a meaningless relationship. I want a girl that I can relate to and that I can think of as a best friend and a girlfriend. I think that I have found that but the girl that I have feelings for likes someone else. Why do I always fall for the girls that have fallen for someone else? I always end up getting hurt and it sucks. On a lighter note. I am off to biology, hopefully to get my mind off of some of my girl problems. My parents may be buying a new house too. just thought I would throw that one on in there. Im off! | | |
| Well long time since Ive even checked this thing. So I have this girl that I really am starting to like. Im not really sure how she feels about me though and its very frustrating. I really think that we could have something great. She has a great personality. She keeps her faith a big part of her life without using it as a weapon like a lot of people do. We actually met at a frat party down at the FIJI house and have talked here and there. I knew I liked her but I keep seeing her and running into her and I get to thinking about her again. I don't know what to do because I think that she likes someone else. Thats the story of my life I guess. | | |
| I try to go as long as possible between posts if you havnt already guessed. Its aproaching 1 in the morning but my nerves are to tight to sleep. I am once again going to use this as an opportunity to share my stress with the rest of the population. I found out this evening that someone that I care very much for was once again hurt by her boyfriend and this time he hurt her way to deep. It kills me to see her like this because I love her and every time that I hear her cry it has almost the same effect on me. I want her to take some time and heal and I hope that she does. Another thing that is wrecking my brain is all of my commitments. I have to work down here to make my bills. Working is causing me to miss out on pledge events and meetings that will help me strenghthen my bond with my brothers. Since I can remember, I have always been terrified at the thought of people being mad at me. Usually its with a single person being upset with me but now Im almost sick to my stomach at the thought that 28 people that I have grown to be great friends and brothers with are mad at me. Its killing me but what can I do? I can't not work. My parents are doing everything they can to make my tuition payments, I couldnt dare ask them for any more. I refuse to quit this fraternity and take the easy way out but why does the hard way have to be so damn hard. There just arent enough hours in the day. I really hope that this all gets worked out to where it doesnt kill me worrying about it. G'night all you few but faithful.
-Blake- | | |
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